pensivesomething must be wrong with me because i'm genuinely excited to go home and spend 10 days sitting on my parent's couch watching lifetime movies in my pj's. also, i hope to be partying with you lovely folks. weeeee!!!!
things are better. i'm still staying with tiffany while i sort some shit out in my head. i love jason so much that it's hard to even think about him not being in my life. thanks to all who extended positive thoughts and housing accomodations (too bad i can't couch surf from 3,000 miles away). now begins the time of introspection and reflection through which i will receive a divine message that will direct my life accordingly. or i'll just stop being afraid of making the wrong decision and do something worthwhile with my life. fuck fuck fuck. i understand now why people keep going back to school. if i didn't hate school so much i would love to be sheltered by the world of higher ed right now.
so. yeah. i'm in the public library so i have to make this short. much love.
